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Gerd Gerhard Loeffler: If you think you look worse you probably really do? ;) That's time and gravity!
Again, winter depression. Now phase 2. I have puffy black, deep rings under my eyes in an unseen size. What’s going on? I do Yoga and go to the Sauna every day. I eat and cook very careful, beetroots and proteins and fish and nuts and and brown rice etc. This guy at the party in the potatoehouse had told me his cure in winter: ginger, ginger ginger. Ok. I use lots of ginger now. I drink Hyldebeerejuice, Kräuterblut (haha! produced in Bruckmühl/Oberbayern close to where I come from originally!). I eat Vitamins. I got a nice Danish lover. I go out during noon. I socialize. And still I feel my hole system - again - is completely run down. As if my chest is sinking towards the stomach into the ground. I feel sick. A feeling as if my face is shrinking inwards. I have the impression I look worse every day and don’t even know if I am exaggerating or being hysterical. I mean what is next? I have another month to go. I experience this lack of light as really tough. It seems kind of chemical to me. And what role does the social part play? Being here over the holidays alone has been bloody tough. Will have to reflect on it this week.
30.12.2007, 09:17
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